I woke up earlier than usual this morning. It’s the 1st of October. For those of you who don’t know, October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. It saddens me we have to have this “awareness month” but in the same token I am glad it is shining some light on a topic most people… Continue reading October
Baby girl, I couldn’t sleep last night. Your birthday is 2 just days away. I cried in my pillow as I thought about you. Your dad and I bought a house yesterday, a beautiful house. I couldn’t help but think about all of the baby stuff we have to move yet again that isn’t being… Continue reading Your birthday
11 months. Tomorrow. How can that be? Sometimes it feels like just yesterday. I can vividly remember seeing my daughters beautiful face for the very first time. Holding her while I was shaking and never, ever, wanting to let her go. I have found myself very emotional these last few days. I mean, don’t get me… Continue reading 11 months
I first started following Amelia on instagram a few weeks after losing Ember. I can’t remember exactly how I found her but I am so thankful I did. She had lost her son Landon close to 2 years prior in an extremely similar way. She was the first I found who had had such an… Continue reading Hope and Fear
So, its June 2016. I haven’t been to this site much since I wrote my first entry. At first, I wasn’t going to share my blog publicly. Back in October I thought about how I’d like to blog and journal my feelings mostly just for me. I just got home from Landon’s Legacy Retreat in Canada… Continue reading The past few months.
September 27th, 2015 This is the day we held Ember’s Memorial service. 6 weeks after her birth. I still do not know how I was able to manage the strength for this day. Our friends and family helped tremendously. Trevor and I were being carried by so much support and love I can only imagine thats… Continue reading #RememberEmber
Trevor and I were ready to be parents. We had experienced a miscarriage in December of 2013 which made us realize what exactly we wanted out of life. We were living in Arizona, had very successful businesses, a great group of friends, but something was missing. Where did we want to raise a family? If we… Continue reading Our birth story.